sheeelar

raya pics

2009-09-30T23:05:00.002+08:00

just for you Cna:)

privacy

2009-09-29T17:37:00.002+08:00

Wont you feel annoyed when someone just come into the room while you were chatting with someone and just read your conversation?
or when you were on the phone and listen to your conversation?
omg
seriously, we need privacy people.
PRIVACY:(
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

rayaaaaa

2009-09-29T01:36:00.003+08:00

omg, sorry for the lack of updates.
I dont really have the mood to update now.
Anw, can you believe it? It has been a week since raya mannnnnnnnn
omggggggggg
so fast?
And I dont feel the excitement of raya like i used to have

anw, i just got back frm watching the ugly truth .
its effingly funny and sweet and dirty;)
seriously, you guys have to watch .
its interesting:D
ive not been seeing or talking to hanna and raz in awhile now
I dont wanna disturb them since they're having their exams
Goodlck :D
My wife, Yana , is busy with her attachment.
sigh sigh sigh
i miss liyana
oh god. i gotta sign off, my migraine's killing me
I'll be back:)
very soooon

shit happens

2009-09-13T02:53:00.003+08:00

Things have been quite difficult nowadays.
I've been really stress. I don't really know why .
Maybe because the time is too fast and im running out of time to tidy my room for raya
God, please slow down. Just a lil bit
i need to catch up .
Its a sin to say that im not looking forward to raya.
=S
But everyone is saying it.
Not like before
Everyone looks forward to raya.
But what happened?
Why are we not looking forward to raya?
why , oh why ?

bad luck:(

2009-09-05T02:37:00.004+08:00

Luck wasn't on my side today..
Don't really wanna talk bout it
But look on the bright sight, I got my hari raya baju today
There were only M size left.
I just couldnt stand walking around the bazaar looking for my stupid baju anymore.
So I just grabbed it
Need to do some alteration
but whatever, I dont care-____-
Suddenly, i got no mood for raya.
I seriously don't know why

And i've been depressed this pass few days about my weight
I don't know
I feel so fat nowadays.
I feel like cutting those fats and throwing them away
or just throw up everytime I eat?
crazy? Bulimic ?
I just can't stand those fats
SHOOO FATS
I don't need you:(

slow downnnn

2009-09-02T01:20:00.002+08:00

Why is the world moving too fast?
Pleaseeeee slow down.
I need to catch up :(

Went to break fast at popeyes with my favourites
son, yana, riza, zuu, bal, aizat , and THAI guan. heheh
It was really nice you knw when I get to spend quality time with them.
I get to keep my mind of things that I shouldn't be thinking.
Things that never fail to put a frown on my face
I miss secondary school, I swear:(
looking forward to hari raya.
I wanna dress up and make myself look pretty:).
yay
heeeeeee.

loves:D

memories

2009-09-01T01:01:00.004+08:00

What are Memories meant for?

Good memories are meant for us to smile whenever we think of them
Bad memories are meant to be forgotten
But..
memories are hard to forget. Sometimes it will end up in tears Those that are meant to forget is still stuck in my head.. I have to forget about them. I want to forget about them. But it kept coming back over and over again. Why is it so hard to forget? Is it because some part of me still wants it to be there? Why can't I let go? Why is it too hard? Why do I keep thinking about them when it hurts me so bad?

I miss my bestfriend:(

good dayyyy

2009-08-23T20:36:00.005+08:00

HELLOOO PEOPLEEE.
IM BACKK:)

I had to deactivate my blog before this due to some personal reason..
but IM BACK:)

Happy ramadan to all muslims
and good luck to those sitting for your prelims:)

gooood day:)

2009-07-07T20:25:00.003+08:00

Dont ever walk into one's life if you were planning to walk out of it in the future.
It's like you're ripping one's heart into two.
haha
so deep huh???
i know

Those memories that will always lead you to tears are meant to be erased from your mind.
I always ask myself, "why do this things happen to me?"
People say "everything happens for a reason"
I wanna bury all the thoughts of ______ deep enough so that I can never find them again
Let's start a new beginning.
'Cause everything happens for a reason.

don't ever treat the next one like how you treated me.
and don't ever say those 3 words if you don't mean it

booohoo

2009-06-22T02:28:00.002+08:00

So many people in NS now
My cuz just went into NS on the 16th
my really close friend also just went into NS few weeks back
not nice ah NS. haha
been hanging out with the cousins alot
it was really nice
srry for the lack of updates though
gonna go out with raz and hanna tomorrow
cant wait
and shayaya and meen, WE NEED TO GO OUT .
ok?
sett
and tht pic below, sungguh tk perlu
see how un-feminine i can look. haha
sheesha's makes you high

love

2009-05-22T03:10:00.002+08:00

This is crazy .
seriouslyyy
I dont wanna talk to anyone right now.
sheila is going offline
good day

AMERICAN IDOL

2009-05-21T19:46:00.002+08:00

ok i seriously can't believe Kris Allen won the competition
ADAM LAMBERT SHOULD HAVE WON
GOD

sleep

2009-05-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep

AND ITS VERY ANNOYING :@
URGH

this sucks

2009-05-12T21:51:00.004+08:00

Happy Belated mother's day to all mothers out there
Had a small celebrationfor mum at starbucks on friday night
since I was broke:(
I made a lil surprise for her

It really sucks.
To have this feeling.
It's like i have to choose now.
Like my life has no meaning anymore.
I need to move on with life.
what SHOULD I DO?
I dont knw what to do , I don't knw which to choose.
I need some answers.
Answers from the future.
I NEED IT FAST
It's insane
Seriously
It sucks.
=(
I hate this feeling:(
I don't wanna hurt anybody
Oh god, please bring me to the right path:(

and hate tag, whatever you say wont affect me. It makes me happier:) thnk you, needed that . haha:D

:)

2009-05-05T23:41:00.003+08:00

i was a happy girl yesterday night
i was craving for double chocolate and pizza yesterday
so i forced mum to follow me to macCafe after maghrib to get my D choc:)
and when we reached macCafe, after getting my D choc, mum walked out of macDonalds
Me: where you wanna go? sit here dont want?
ma: you wanna eat pizza right?
hehe, so i smiled and followed her
YAY my tummy was happy

today was relaxing, really
woke up, ate maggie (crave again. people say like pregnant woman .)
after that i went online , played bejeweled
someone texted me and asked me to call
and so i did after playing bejeweled
talked and that someone bought guitar hero today
so best:(
then i watch telly with mum
i had a strong urge to cut my fringe.
& so i did. CHOPCHOP
now its not flat anymore :)
after that, i got bored
so i watched twilight , yet again
awhile later, dad brought us to rasa 21 for dinner with my nani(grandma),and aunty and uncle
shared chicky rice with mum.
it was nice:)
then went home, someone called
talked
then watch tv with mum again
then back online
now chatting , drinking hot mocha and eating brownies:)
ive been pampering my tummy with too much chocs nowadays.
not good tummy, not good .
im a happy girl today:)
byeeee

:(

2009-05-04T14:56:00.004+08:00

2009 is worst than 2008?
totally.
why would people get angry for the slightest reason?
and would start saying things that shouldnt be said.
it hurts alot, to hear all those things coming from your mouth
i know i made a mistake, but please. understand my situation.
im still young.
im just 16
dont you know that? or did you forget bout that?
i feel like reminding the world that i am just 16, so dont treat me like an adult and expect me to behave like one
theres alot of things going on right now.
too much for me to handle, for a teenager to handle.
a teenager wants to be free.
a teenager wants to hang out with one's friends.
a teenager wants to have fun
a teenager wants to fall in love and to be loved
at this age, we strt to fall in love, coz thats what adults do. right?
if you want me to behave like one, then why do you think its wrong to fall in love?
Im not saying im in love.
but you thought i am. you still do .
ure wrong. you totally dont knw me.
What shall i do now?
i tried to chnge and not argue back, but you kept telling me that i am always rude to you .
fine, ill stop arguing, but can you also do your part? to stop nagging and stop being angry at me all the time?
give me some time, to change at least.
i hope things'll chnge. soon.
i want to be free.
i can't handle this myself.

ups and DOWNS

2009-04-24T23:42:00.003+08:00

Life has beeeeen reallllllyy difficult for me for the past few weeks.
and honestly, 2009 is worst than 2008 so far.
oh i really hope things will get better soon.
i had enough of suffering.
I cant stand it anymore.
my eyes are dry already.
im really numb
tired ~

you see that pic above?
few weeks back, I found my long lost bestfriend from kindergarten.
zamirrrrr:)
im really glad i found him nowww.
ok thats all.
i knw i told you guys i was gonna upload KL pics here
but im too lazy now
sooooo those who hav my FB, go check it out ok.
byee:)

life is a tragedy

2009-04-15T00:56:00.003+08:00

Listening to monsoon by tokio hotel, reminding me of the time when everything was fine
everyone was happy
everything went well
before it happened.
i dont knw what to do now.
i dont knw how i should react.
im feeling down, hurt.
i give up in life~
all i can do now is cry.
coz no one can change my life.

i'll update pics of KL trip soon.

life is a tragedy

2009-04-15T00:56:00.000+08:00

new hair:)

2009-04-09T01:12:00.003+08:00

hello peeps:)
OKAY~
wanna tell you guys something
I'm kinda sick of my long hair.
like hair always fall(gugur)
and has split ends
i think its too heavy
soooo, i want my scalp to rest
and also i wanna chnge my look:)
so i CHOPPED of more than half of my hair
BEHOLLLDDDD~
from this:

to this:

ok i knw people say i look younger with short hair.
like small kid and they prefer my long hair and all.
truth is, I DONT CARE WHAT YOU GUYS SAY COZ IM IN LOVE WITH MY HAIR:)
OK THATS IT.
taaaaaaaa;D

helloo old friend

2009-04-04T00:19:00.003+08:00

hello peeps
went to school just now to meet my malay dancers
their dance damn sweeet lah
serioussssssssssssly;)
gooddluck for SYF girls:D
then went to tmart with the alumnus
bought spring chickens for the juniors
then BUMPED INTO ANDY. ONLY GOD KNWS HOW MUCH I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS HIM and his dimples;)

then met raz and hanna at the airport. chit chat with mai'qh
went to starbucks
and home:)
k bye
I MISS ANDY AND DINGPING AND FATIN DIANA:(

face

2009-04-02T01:32:00.004+08:00

i miss my flawwwwwwwwwwlesss face man man man

seee now i have like red spots on my cheeks.
cb.
FYI, that chendol was damn nice, coz i made it. HAHA

hello:)

2009-04-01T17:55:00.001+08:00

INTERNET'S BACKK & I'M BACK;)
will update soooooon aite

your reply

2009-03-20T13:20:00.006+08:00

IM OKAY. now stop asking me that now people. 'cause i need "sometime alone"

you're saying i'm being unreasonable?
you said our friendship was "priceless"
and now youre having doubts on our friendship.
you know, actually im the one who should be having doubts our friendship.
we're friends, bbestfriends actually.
so what makes you think i wouldn't understand you ?
If you needed sometime alone, you could've just told me.
I would've definitely understand you , coz i was like that too & you know that 'cause i tell you EVERYTHING.
and like you said theres a lot on my hands now, but by telling me you needed sometime alone would still exclude me from your problems.
but you lied. so shouldn't I be the one having doubts, and not you ?
it shows how much you trust me..
you're the one who is being extremely unreasonable.
Now because you lied, another problem has been added into my life.
don't you think its making my life worst now?
can you imagine, if you tell me the truth the other day , would you think this will happen?
i love you , but i dont knw where this is going.
God is great, always shows the truth about everything.
and i wasnt talking about raz, at least he told me where he was going and why , but you didn't. i still dont understand why you lied. coz if you didn't, i would totally understand tht you needed sometime alone. I love you, i still do. I'm just hurt :(

life

2009-03-18T00:11:00.002+08:00

you lied.
everyone's being unfair.
It feels like being in prison.
I thought you could help,
I thought you were like me.
But I thought wrong.
You're just like the others.
You're being unfair.
Unfair towards me.
Just my fate

appear offline

booo

2009-03-09T02:50:00.003+08:00

life has been boring.
i miss some people.
haha
i need to catch up with the kps.
poly package thingy is driving me crazy.
& if not because of my stupid passport , i'd be in gold coast right now.
DAMN.
just not my luck
my cousin's grandma just passed away .
was quite shocking coz she was in good health.
guess death can just come anytime anywhere.
thats scary.

Im really bored right now.

HOW CAN A PERSON BE SO RUDE.
goshhhh~

ok i think i need my rest now.
i wanna eat cereal then go to sleep ah .
i miss milo.

I told you im one of a kind, but you didn't wanna believe.

2009-03-05T02:22:00.004+08:00

Live n loaded was dope man~~~~~~~~~
thnkyou zahran for the free tix
Too bad we didnt take a pic

I like West Grand Boulevard
Lead singer Bryan is FreaKING hot
He looks like Utt.
Duplicate. but he looks better
cann you imagine that?
gosh i fell in love for awhile man .
i swear
like i couldnt stop staring at his face
sighhhH~

anyways, we bumped into a number of east springians
cool ah .
then go home, bought caramel frappe
nice ahhh~ heaven seh starbucks

i want cheesecake & brownies.
ohh i wanna go breakfast tomorrow ah
i wanna watch slumdog

k da bye

2009-03-02T16:01:00.005+08:00

hello folks.
life has been really easy for me nowadays.
I wanna enjoy my holidays to the fullest before sch strts.

Yesterday , as usual, went to the beach with the family.
I was a happy girl yesterday:)

Today, I'm sick.
I was down with a slight fever yesterday and the day before yesterday.
& now i can't stop coughing.
grrrrr.
But i'ts okay . im still happy:)

Grrr, I am actually not looking forward to school.
I don't know why
I dislike new environment you know.
It scares me.

I miss Hanna
I miss Raz
I miss Ding Ping
I miss Andy
I miss Fatin Diana
I miss Liyana
I miss Riza.
I miss my secondary school life.

and I know Andy and Ding Ping miss me too:)
hahahaha
'cause they told me.
I hope to see you this friday

chowws;)

bitch

2009-02-25T17:35:00.003+08:00

To that dear someone yg prasan nak mampos
You seriously know nothingg. NOTHING AT ALL
So please don't act like a BIG FUCK and feel so honoured for the lamest reason
You attention seeker.
Like I said , you know nothing. NOTHING AT ALL.
Fuck off. I hope i won't get to see your ugly face anymore. BITCH

happy birthday brother

2009-02-25T15:29:00.007+08:00

So on 23rd feb, my brother turned 19
In the afternoon, me and mum went to the airport to eat popeye
i've been craving for popeye since friday
Mum ate that.

i ate this.
ahhhhhhhh yummy;)

and then we went home.
brother came back frm sch, and he went to sleep, as usual.
At arnd 8, we went to spize, coz we didnt knw where to go for our dinner and mini celebration for my bro's bday
and i ordered that

Juliana ordered that

my father ordered that

and this was a surprise thingy for my brother, Ray(my uncle , also the "owner" of spize), gave him that for free
veryyyy niceeeeee

Look at his expression. hahaha~

ok so . happy 19th birthday brother.
eeeeeeee so old.
and happy birthday Aashiq.(24 feb)
love them .
thats all
taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2009-02-22T16:00:00.004+08:00

Yest was a day i totally looked forward for the whole of this weeek
The only un-boring day for me
went to vivocity with sha to get some shopping done
end up buying just a T-shirt for myself
freaking coool that T-shirt

After went Tanah merah alone to meet the five boys
Dear Shyafeeq, his brother, hafiz, Syakir and Hakim
headed to Ehub soon after.
we didnt knw what to do there.
At first thought of going to Kbox, but changed our mind.
then wanted to watch movie, cancelled again.
we decided to get our dinner first since i was starving.
then we went to play pool

Tht's Hakim , i think hes really good at pool.
I wanted to try after that. & my first try went pretty well.
I got one ball in. Im gifted. ;)
Then we chilled till nearly midnight and went home
pictures in the bus.

look at the 2 monkeys behind.
k chowww~

an

2009-02-21T01:21:00.002+08:00

ZAHRAN CALLS ME A GUITAR .~
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i want a kitten

ben's and jerry

2009-02-20T02:34:00.001+08:00

I want brownie cheesecake from ben & jerry's
please:(

..

2009-02-20T01:58:00.005+08:00

today was another sucky day for me
bored till i can die
stayed at home
watch old hindi movies.
like wow~
ate maggie for my lunch
skipped breakfast. CAUSE I WAS SLEEPING haha.
ive been neglecting my phone.cause its stupid
srry to anyone who feels like im neglecting you.
today , my mood isnt that good
okok

now im feeling very crazy
im commenting lots of people's pictures on facebook
writing on people's walls.
disturbing shyafeeq. wakakaka
calling anyone that was on my mind just now
i think i'm crazeyyy
hahaha

ok im craving for the square chocolate dearest brother bought for me that time(not hafeez khan) and loackers
I want caramel frap from starbucks. *hint rusydi , hint ;)
I also wanna go to the beach alone and stare at the sea
i feel like throwing my phone cause it's giving me problems.
i wanna go to gigs and dance like theres no tmrw.
let's go to the library and make noise so that I could irritate the stupid people in charge.:)
i misss sheesha
anyone?

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you~

stupidd sia
i find it stupid for someone to dislike another person for no reason
correct?
everyone are hypocrites
i am one. cheese~
but not that bad lah =)
heeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
HYPOCRITE STUPID *****
i know your secret now. *grins.
i wanna go out with Shyafeeq tomorrow.
gue rindu lu
Lets go Lets go out later and you can wear your brand new lee cooper sharp shoe:)

depresss

2009-02-19T03:54:00.005+08:00

i dont knw why i felt so depressed today
I didnt sleep the whole night yesterday , and left the house at 6 to the airport. like ive mentioned at the previous post
came back home, and slept for a few hours
after that, i felt so depressed, stressed
I felt like crying, my eyes were tearry , but i didnt really cry
i dont knw why , i dont knw why
It's like killing me slowly inside
talked to yana.
so long i nvr meet tthis girl. naughty nvr ask me out
goshhhh only God knws how i felt just now.

Mum and I went to downtown east at night
had our late dinner
i just couldnt stnd staying at home all day feeling depress.
i just couldnt stand it:(

only you could understand me

only you could cheer me up

only you know how I felt at that moment

wedding

2009-02-18T18:54:00.002+08:00

It was a really tiring week last week, but i enjoyed myself.
my cousin just got married last weekend [congrats congrats]
before the wedding all of us had to help out.
went to his house everyday for the whole week.
it was a really enjoyable week for me coz iget to spend time with the rest of our family members.
the wedding was a blast, wonderful.
it went smoothly.
Now, I really wish i could turn back time.
i really miss last week:(
i miss my cousins.

Monday and Tues i spent my time with the halims
can't really recall what we did, but i really enjoyed myself.
i get to meet the their cousins frm brunei and England
today , i sent feena to the airport coz she's flying back to vancouver. her homeland.
pictures will be uploaded as soon as i get them.
taaaaaa~

runaway

2009-02-11T19:30:00.001+08:00

i wanna leave
i wanna run away
please dont stop me :(
life's unfair
~

helloo:)

2009-02-08T02:05:00.004+08:00

Man u merepek.
Liverpool rocks
THIS IS FOR KABIR:).
ok bye

I feel like chopping off my hair. but ........
i dont knw. I scared i regret.
should i? should i?

2009-02-07T01:09:00.004+08:00

this small kid is now in NZ
lucky toot(inserts hanna's voice. haha)
so young , yet so lucky.
you're too cute to resist , you lil thing.
i miss you already:(
kisshhhh kisshhhh saif. MWAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH

not into this
no hopes
never gonna happen
GET THAT INTO YOUR THICK SKULL
thnk you:)

2009-02-03T00:44:00.006+08:00

LOTS OF THINGS HAPPENED.
very lazy to update. lol
last fri, got our JAE result.
and yes, i got into my dream course which is motion graphics and broadcast design:).
a good way to strt my day.
went to aishah's place with khabir and his sisters to make cheesecake.
aha his sisters lah make, me and khabir played with her kids.

so sweeet lah khabir:)

been hanging out with the halims alot lately.
was really fun.
i have nothing more to update bout my life.
ok enough taaaa~:)

boringg

2009-01-29T23:33:00.002+08:00

BORING SIA
k tomorrow wanna do cheesecake.
bye~

2009-01-21T18:38:00.001+08:00

i miss my nephews:(

recall

2009-01-20T22:28:00.009+08:00

HELLOOOO :D
sorry for not updating -.0
haha
ok here goes.
19/1
i went to JB. to buy outfit for my cousin's wedding.
i love the colour.*kening naik2
those who knws me well will knw what colour it is.

thats my irritating cousin, in the car

then i went to meet Hanna. Accompanied her for a haircut.
Went back after that , Hanna tagged along.
Then we went tmall and chilled at starbucks. i love starbucks ok:)

17/1
My cousin and her husband treated me and yana at swensens.
As promised.
They say if we get good results for Os they'll treat us at swensens.
i ate blackpepper pasta, yana ate chicken bake rice
then we ordered earthquake, the ice cream.
there were 4 cherries.
me and yana tried to tie the cherry stalk into a knot

and we succeeded ;)
15/1
me and raz went to hanna's for movie marathon
watched harry potter and the order of the pheonix and the breakup
camwhored
then hanna came to my place.
and i slept with her that day
k scratch that, she slept over at my place.
HAHAHAHA
;)
then the next day , me mum and hanna went for breakfast at qiji
then mum bought me heels:)
haha yayyyy
then we went back, camwhored, then me and hanna slept.
we were so tired . dont knw why
then hanna left at about 5. so here are the picies:)

helping hanna prepare dinner

squishy:)

14/1
me and hanna went to bugis.
we shopped.:)
just look at the pics ah, lazy to elaborate.

K DONE:)

OLEVEL RESULTS~

2009-01-13T01:12:00.002+08:00

SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH
I really wanna thank God for granting my wish .
Went to the airport with Hanna and Raz, to have our breakfast at popeye.
At that time I wasn't nervous at all. i seriously had no feelings, i have no idea why.
although i wasn't that confident about my Os.
When we reach school , still, I wasn't nervous.
But at the hall, while listening to the speech , principal announcing the top scorers and stuff, my heart started beating faster.
I seriously feel like there were no hopes for me ah .
seriouslyyyyy siaaaa
then its time for the individual students to get their results.
i was the 6th or the 7th . cant remember.
raz was before me &
he took sucha longggggg time taking his results.
talk talk talk , ask ask ask Qs , wahlao, I feel like..................... him.
then when it was my turn, i got up and quickly sat at the chair. My face was very blurr at that time haha
very funny sia the conversation i had with my teachers before getting my results.
heres how it went:
Ms Cai: hello _______(my name)
me: errr hi.
Mr tan: so you want me to open this thing(results slip) for you ? your hands seems alil bit shaky
me: ah yea yea, open ah . i also dont wanna see . haha
Ms Cai: huh ? why not?
me: dont knw ah. scared ah
Ms Cai: you are qualified for JC and poly you know
me: HUH SERIOUS AH ? *eyes wide*
Ms Cai: yeaa , im serious
me: less than 20 ah?
Ms Cai: yesss
me: k mr tan quick lah open, i wanna see
Mr Tan: eh you should thank me for opening it for you
Me: ah okok thankyou , quick quick give me

i took it, and I was FREAKIN shock to see my results ah .
didnt really look ah . ms cai was holding it for me coz i couldnt flip the paper, kept on dropping. haha.
hands were still shaky.
but OH MY GAY~
I was sooooooooooo shocked .

so heres my results:
Eng - B4
Emaths - A2
Science - A1(im shocked too, i know)
Mt - B4
POA - A2
Com Humans - B4
A maths - B4

L1R4-13
L1R5-17

well, im really satisfied and happy with my results.
firstly, coz i did better than my prelims.
second, coz ive never gotten an A for my science before, always C, rarely B.
third, i got 3 distinctions.
and lastly, ive made my parents proud.

I really wanna thank Ms Sakinah, for teaching me science for the last 3 months before Olevels & also in sec 2. You're the best. 'Cause of you , I improve my science in Sec 2
and to the rest of the teachers who've taught me, THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH.

Congrats to those who've made it. & congrats to the top scorers. ok da bye ~
*BIG SMILE*

2009-01-09T00:20:00.004+08:00

here are some overdue pics from isk chalet & countdown

Had dinner with my fam yesterday .
so delicious
it has been so long since we went out for dinner
so nice~
the last time was fasting month.

that one my uncle, want to step young

muke nk kene smack that

then my brother wanna step hot

& that pic above was taken just now. met yana
watched the movie passenger at Ehub.
a depressing movie indeeeeed.
ok da bye~

bore

2009-01-07T18:00:00.005+08:00

today's a bore.
i heard we're gonna get our results on monday instead.
Eyann is going NS on friday.
My very first friend going NS.
sigh.

I seriously can't imagine my blood brother going NS in the future.
I think i'll die of boredom at home.
& i'll miss him like mad.
dear brother, i hope u're reading this. sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang mamat haha:)
Stupid lah this National Service shit.
seriously. k whatever, fuck.

outing~~

2009-01-07T01:29:00.008+08:00

at last, an outing with raz and hanna.
after so long of not hanging out, finally mannnn.
& welcome back my dear hanna
i missed you:)
went to orchard, watched bedtime story
an interesting movie indeed.

after movies. camwhored inside the theatre .

hanna just had to spoil the perfect pic. thanks:)

i was bending, he ain't that tall. no offence
anyways, 2009 is faster than 2008.
i cant believe that it has been a week since i celebrated new year.
GOSH FAST RIGHTTT?
good luck to those sitting for Os.
& good luck to those receiving their O levels results.
so i heard friday get results? scared? no, ive got no feelings right now.
Don't you think its weird? weirder than weird.
k whatever lah .

ass

2009-01-04T00:08:00.005+08:00

so cuteeeee right. i know:)

ok so today was tiring.
i felt sick at work
luckily was released earlier.
then go home chat with bhaiyya rusydi.
wah 2009 this bhaiyya of mine getting fiercer seh.
carik pasal with me all the time
you guys read ah . he really2 carik pasal with me
HAHAH ssmack

▪sнεϊ׀α▪ says: carik pasal dia this boy serious

ahmad rusydi . says: haha . not happy ah ? haha .

▪sнεϊ׀α▪ says: not happy ah fierce konon bantai baru tau

ahmad rusydi . says: haha . bantai uh . gua tak takut lahhh

▪sнεϊ׀α▪ says: wahh cabar kape boy

ahmad rusydi . says: abe

▪sнεϊ׀α▪ says: okok lu tungggu nnti jumpe kita settle one on one

ahmad rusydi . says: alright . confirm pegang kepala je tak dapat reach .

▪sнεϊ׀α▪ says: AHHAHAHAHAH pakai kasut tinggi ah

ahmad rusydi . says: hhaha . tetap tak dapat .

▪sнεϊ׀α▪ says: wahhhhh betol2 nyer carik pasal sia this boy

ahmad rusydi . says: haha .

▪sнεϊ׀α▪ says: you wait i see you i bantai you like theres no tomorrow

ahmad rusydi . says: haha . insyallah there will be tomorrow .

▪sнεϊ׀α▪ says: HAHHAHA diam sudah

ahmad rusydi . says: okay .

▪sнεϊ׀α▪ says: k jgn haha

ahmad rusydi . says: KENTAL !

▪sнεϊ׀α▪ says: -___-

ahmad rusydi . says: haha

▪sнεϊ׀α▪ says: diam
▪sнεϊ׀α▪ says: kk srry jgn haha

ahmad rusydi . says: haha . kental lagi .

▪sнεϊ׀α▪ says: hahah carik pasal siaaaa

ahmad rusydi . says: mane ade .

▪sнεϊ׀α▪ says: ade ah

ahmad rusydi . says: shhh . gtg . haha . byeeeeeeeeeee .

▪sнεϊ׀α▪ says: hahah byee

to those who dont understand malay sorry ah .
lazy to translate
k bye~

tak akan

2009-01-01T23:32:00.003+08:00

"tak akan . no way"
thats what my brother said when i asked him to bring me along with him for new year's eve celebration.
so i met up with irdayu and friends first at Ehub.
we were lining up at the entrance to D'marquee and BAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM theres my brother and friends
HAHAHAHAHAH
SO FUNNYYYYY.
but it was a hell of a night
it spells F.U.N
before countdown was so boring .
after countdown , alll of us dance like theres no tomorrow
was dancing with ayu, sab and nisa.
like lesbians.
FUN FUN FUN
then suddenly i turn straight back and strted dancing with yan(babymargera)
then din asked me to dance with him. and so i did.
then dance with yan again
according to him , it was my brother's order.
so protective my brother
but then brother didnt wanna dance with me.
that ass.
so i continued dancing with my dance partner all night long.
haha
didnt knw how we ended up dancing also.
but it was fun.
i cant think of other words to use except fun
mind's not working. ahha.
sooooo after that cab back home with Kabirr. :)
k dah too lazy to elaborate .
taaaaaaaaa
HAPPY NEW YEAR:)

blahh~

2008-12-29T23:21:00.005+08:00

ok
im hating work
coz someone got terminated.
SAD CASE.
:(
after work.
met liyana , ZAHRAN, fatin diana
gosh i dont knw how much i miss them.
yana wanted to leave earlier.
so we sent her to the bus stop
an me and fatin continued our unplanned destination
we seriously didnt knw what to do.
so we decided to disturb raz at work
haha. WE ATE THERE you knw .
so that we could get the chance to talk to raz
his workplace strict seh
fatin treated us.
actually all three of us shared one plate of i-cant-rmbr-what-it's-called.
ok then we walked to pasir ris interchnge.
and an sent me and fatin to the bus stop and he went back to the MRT station
gosh. i miss you guys already
i miss school.
I HATE WORK
so here are the pics.
enjoy lah ehhh.

same colour eyes. same species ah :)& AN WHY YOUR FACE SO FLAWLESS $%^&

sleepy already. bus took too long to come:(

I think I know
That there is something I see in you .
It might kill me
but I want it to be true.

work sucks

2008-12-29T01:22:00.003+08:00

i hate work
gosh i knw i just mentioned that i like working at the previous post.
but now i feel the otherwise
told ya i have my moments.
i miss being depress at home
i miss being bored at home
i miss being lonely at home
i miss lazing around at home
i miss reading "twilight" at home
i miss doing nothing at home
i miss my bed
i miss my "free" life
I MISS NOT HAVING A JOB
i miss calling liyana to ask her out when im bored
i miss going out with her not knwing our directions
i miss going out with her feeling depress coz we were jobless
THAT WAS SO STUPID OF ME. NOW I WANT MY BORING LIFE BACK.
I HATE WORKING:(
for now at least. URGH

i miss home

reeeeeeeza

2008-12-27T23:54:00.004+08:00

well, work's treating me well now.
IM DOING GREAT.
i feel great.
although sometimes i have my moments -.-
haha
after work today, met riza. GOSH IT HAS BEEN SOOOOO LONGGG.
i miss that girl. and i know you love me :)
haha
this are the pics. enjoy.
& gdnight.

gathering

2008-12-23T22:02:00.003+08:00

BOOOM.
had a small gathering with my sec1/2 classmates just now.
invited 2 of our fav teachers, ms sakinah and ms nor.
ms nor's pregnant. congrats:)
We all ate at seoul garden.
talked, nostalgia.
it was really nice.
didnt take much pictures though.
only 2 with the teachers.

my all time favourite science teacher, ms sakinah:)

wrok

2008-12-20T23:20:00.002+08:00

Cant believe im saying this, but i hate work more than sch -.-
GUESS YOU ADULTS ARE RIGHT AFTER ALL.
i want my holiday back.
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
BIG BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

new

2008-12-18T16:21:00.003+08:00

Srry for the lack of updates.
beeen relally busy
had no mood to write bout my life coz its plain boring.
Last wed, went to the beach with liyana
camwhored at the beach
more of "candid-whore"
she took pics of me, without me noticing, and i took pics of her.
coool right.
i know.
below are some of those pics:)

Then went to Ehub.
plan was to meet han and isk, but they were to shy
BIG BOOO BOYS.
HAHA
meet ya some other time ok. kental
since we didn't meet the boys, we chilled and camwhored.

THIS GIRL HERE, IS GOING TO MALAYSIA ON THE 23RD.
I'm gonna miss you hanna:(
i cant believe we're only gonna meet up again next year. that sucks. BOOOOO

then Sun went to Dhab's small lil gathering.
BBQ to be precise.
went home arnd 12
had girl talk in dhab's sis's room.
hanna , dhab and yana was there with me.
while waiting for yana's dad to pick us up, we played stress.
unfortunately the pro, dhab, lost. hahaha I WON. ure not the pro afterall huh?
HAHA
LOVE YA DHAB.

ok as usual, camwhored.
walked ard her condo, looked for nice spots to take picture.
yana and i were lost looking for the bbq pit, then i asked this oh-so-cute chinese guy for directions
he's cute enough to bring us there, not exactly there, but somewhere near.
ok i think thats bout it.
stay tune for more. astalavista. enjoy the pics:)

2008-12-07T22:02:00.011+08:00

OK so , yesterday was awesome, to me.
PROM.
organised by Aini's mum , i think
THANK YOU AUNTY.
It was fun, at least for me.
I appreciate your hard work:)
I really enjoyed myself, we hit the dancefloor.
Girlfriends and I dance like theres no tomorrow. It was effing fun, although some refuse to participate. I dont knw why .
Then come the slow dance. NO I DIDNT DANCE AT FIRST.
then lucky draw. After that they announce the best dressed for male and female.
MY childhood friend won, Azhar.
& i was fcuking shock when I got to know i won the best dressed for female.
then the "best dressed" had to dance together, alone on the dance floorrrrr.
punyer lah paiseeeeeyyyy.
I hands were shaking all the time. Luckily I was dancing with Azhar lah.
I can't imagine dancing with some guy I don't know.
Then we hit the dancefloor again.
After that we all head to MacDonalds to chill.
Then to this void deck, I don't exactly remember what block.
Chilled till 12.30.
then all decided to go home.
Zahran, Aini ,Azhar, Syam, Riza,Shadiq & Son accompanied me home.
They accompanied me until we reach my void deck. SOO SWEEET. THNKS GUYS:)
ok so heres the pictures. theres more, but lazy to upload:)

Barbie, Snow white and little Red riding hood at the back. HAAAA

with riza

with yana

An pimp konon.

THE BEST. my fav, An.

Azhar, best dress for male.

the dudes.

and again.

again..

Shadiq step hot.

an, azhar, diq

with riza

with nad & riza

with Bal, nad & Riza

the girls.

my two barbies.

the organiser, Aini.

With Addey

Da mabok. haaaa. jokes

with siti.

with marrrrrrrrissa

with raz.

With Hanna.

& Azhar.

tire

2008-12-07T02:08:00.003+08:00

im freaking tired. just got back from prom. pics will be uploaded soon. picnic pics too.
taaaaaaaaaaa :)

joshy

2008-12-05T02:31:00.003+08:00

The weirdest thing happened to me last night, or was it ironic.
Read new moon till i sleep last night.
When i opened my eyes, i looked at the time . It was 6 am .
& i wondered to myself. It was just a dream.
A dream I wished would never end.
I dreamt that i was at Josh's house in Aus.
A feeling that could not be described by any word found in the dictionary.
It was his birthday, and his dad bought me a ticket to Aus just to surprise him on his birthday.
I knocked on the door, and as i have expected, Josh was the one who opened up the door.
He was damn shock. He was happy that i could actually make it for his birthday. For the first time ever.
I came All the way from Singapore, just to celebrate his birthday.
We hugged, so tightly, till i couldn't breathe.
We didn't wanna let go.
Whenever I'm in his arms, it's comfortable enough to feel the warmth.
The kind of warmth I needed in that cold country.
He kissed my cheek, forehead and my hands. Didn't let go of my hands and pulled me to the living room to introduce me to his friends.
& suddenly, i woke up. With a big disappointment.
IT WAS JUST A DREAM.
just a dream.
i missed him too much i guess.

new moon

2008-12-04T00:58:00.009+08:00

Went picnic with my two favourite buddies
Hanna and Raz.
Shall not elaborate much. will post up pics as soon as hanna gives me those pictures
So on my way back home, i continued reading New Moon
& i hate that book.

In the bus, i was reading the part where Bella felt that something's wrong with Edward.
Totally reminded me of that time, when i had that same feeling towards someone..
BUT(bluekkkkkkkkkkk), got over that
i felt so down.
i would usually cross the road to my block without waiting for the traffic light, but just now, i stood there like a statue and stared blankly at my block . I didn't even knw what i was thinking. Until i realise that there were actually no cars. Ass sia this book. ahha im so attached to it
A memory i shall throw away.

And at home, i continued reading the part where Edward had to say good bye to Bella.
Bella felt lost, like she lost part of her life.
Reminded me of that time, when Josh went back to his home town, Australia
I went crazy. Mad.
I felt so lost, I couldn't concentrate in class. I just miss him too much. I was so attached to him while he was in Singapore , living at my house for a few days.
He was the one who consoled me, lent me his listening ears, hugged me whenever i cry
He's always there for me.
At night before i sleep, he'll come to my room, kiss on my forehead before he goes back to my brother's room to sleep.
He's like my bestfriend, the only person i needed at that time, early this year.
Too many things were happening at the same time, I just couldn't handle it myself.
But he was there for me.
He's my cousin btw.
But one day, when he had to go home, I just couldnt accept the fact that he's gone, gone back to Aussy.

When i wanted to sleep, I waited for him to come in.
I stared at the door, but no one came in to kiss me on my forehead and wish me gdnight.
Josh didn't come in. He's gone.
It took me several weeks to get over this.
I cried so much. Until i kinda offended my bestfriends, Liyana & Riza
But mostly Liyana. Im sorry.
I teared in class, cried during recess. Only they know the true reasons to my very weird behavior at that time.
Liyana just felt that she wasnt important to me anymore.
Don't be ridiculous, you're always important to me.
You're my sister. We're related.
We've known each other since we were young.
I love you ok.
& i miss you , Joshua Kaleb Basir :(
i really really miss you .
THANKS EH NEW MOON, NOW IM BEING SO EMO.

thats my josh:) ps: look at that bracelet he's wearing. it was from me:)
ily&imy:( come back quick.

You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
You went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock
That spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

heartwrenching

2008-12-02T01:45:00.010+08:00

Why is he so perfect?
How did we get here?

I came across someone's blog.
She just broke up with her boyfriend.
after a year of being together.
I dont knw her, neither does she know me.
and i also got to know that my friend broke up with her bf, after a year of being together too.
whats wrong with guys nowadays?
or is it the girl's fault.
i dont knw, but at this period of time, I hear too many heartbreaking stories.
& after hearing all this stories, I contemplate , I think I should remain the way I am now.
I'm not lonely, I'm happy with my life. It's okay to live in an incomplete puzzle.
I'm still happy, although that one small piece of my puzzle is missing.
The small piece that i shall call 'love'.
At least for now.
I stayed at home the whole day today.(1/12)
I can't believe i survived.
I guess, twilight saved my life. Or shall i say Edward, Edward Cullen?
He's so perfect. So so perfect.
I wish I was Bella. That way , he can't resist my smell & will be with me 24/7.
Watching me sleep soundly till morning.
I'll open up my eyes & there he is sitting right beside me
His irresistable smell filled my room.
I breathe in gracefully as his gaze locked mine up, curbing my eyes from looking away.
:)

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all

2008-12-01T14:29:00.004+08:00

yesterday. I was so worried.
I thought something happened to liyana.
She didnt call me the whole day, didn return my calls, didnt reply my smses
my imagination ran wild.
i was wondering to myself all those possible things that could happen to her.
this morning, i received a call from her.
SHE LAUGHED AT ME. BECAUSE I WAS WORRIED FOR HERRRR.
goooooshhhh eh yanaaaaa. im so mad. i scolded her.
HAHAHAHHAA
shes such a ______________.
ahhaha
mwah mwah

and and , i misss riza.
when wanna go out?
why nvr call me ahhhhhh riza?
slap you . hahaha
mwah

okok
some songs remind me of some people.
let me list down ok
i'll never love again by taio cruz and decode- paramore reminded me of my real edward
Rehab by rihanna reminded me of someone, but i dont know who. serious
right now- akon reminded me of someone i shouldnt mention here.

ok enough of this.
and i had this dream.
i sang take a bow to that jerk.
OMGGG LAH
the feeling so good seh
rejecting jerks.
so funnnn
you could have seen his face.
mintak kene pijak2 tau. macam taik.
HAHHA
okok da bye

I'm jealous of their sincerity, honesty and love.

reality

2008-11-30T19:49:00.009+08:00

IM FREAKING BORED AND I NEED A JOB
btw, my babies are back. they wont be in KL for 4 months afterall:)

i can go crazy camwhoring with saiffff. haha

went out with cousin syafeeq and gf today.
i miss syafeeq.
we chilled at siglap starbucks.
took a bus ride home soon after.
as soon as i got home, i continued reading twilight.
ive never read a book this fast.
and im already starting to fall in love with Edward Cullen. Addicted to him, to be precise.
the worst part is, he reminds me of someone.
someone im kinda close to now.
Lets just call that someone Edward okay?
i'm scared.
scared to death.
I don't know why .
I just couldnt stop reading that book, but imma take it slow.
I don't wanna read the end. I dont want it to end
i hate endings. although, most of the time its a happy ending, but i still hate endings.
i dont like it when a story ends.
I cant get Edward of my mind, my real Edward.
Am I in love?or just emotionally attached to him ?
Oh no.
Im like stucked in a box and i cant find a way to escape.
Im lost.

jerk

2008-11-26T01:23:00.004+08:00

im sorry but in this post, i'll be abit vulgar & its gonna be mostly in malay .

Ok jantan yang tak berguna. Aku seriously hope kau baca ni post.
Dgr2 kau nak avoid satu pompan ni kau blng satu dunia pe.
and please eh , pompan tu pon actually da tak nak ngn kau lagi ah .
dia cume nak make kau feel yg dia masih nak kau balik before dia dump kau.
BODOH
beh kau paksa2 lagi satu pompan ni buat bende ngn kau asal sia? Dah sakit kuat?
memalukan diri kau sia. serious.
kesian eh org yg tak tau control diri. Desperate nak mampos. Sumpah aku kesian kan kau. Nak obat? kau try makan sleeping pill bnyk2. Aku assure kau, tu boleh baik kan kau. seumur hidop kau tak akan sakit lagi.
tau main pompan jer. BODOH
Eh serious shit ah eh , kau pikir kau mane nyer big fuck ah ?
kau pikir kau handsome sangat per skrg?
serious ah , muka kau actually cam cartoon.
Pegi lah tgk kat cermin tu.
kalau kau masih pikir kau tu handsome, terang2 kau tu buta lah eh. tak bleh nak ckp pape lagi.
sape2 yg nak terasa lepas baca ni post tu kau punyer pasal
you can fuck off:)
I pity my friend, and i love her. OKAY JERK? so mess with her, you're messing with me too.
world peace;)
k bye:)
ps: this does not only involves one girl, but a handful of them. pity. i knoww.

boring

2008-11-24T20:23:00.009+08:00

LIYANAAAAAA. You're away at Genting for nearly a weeeek. So longgg laaaaahhhh!!!!!!
I miss you, L.

Went out with parents to Expo on Sunday, and to some other places too.

When my dad's car passes by the Singapore Flyer,my Mp3, coincidently, played this acoustic romantic song my brother recommended me. Soon after, i started daydreaming. LOL. Hanna must've known what was on my mind at that moment.
How i wish my dream guy would bring me there and would spend our day together in that romantic environment.
Okay, let's stop this nonsense. hahaha
I still love my single life right now:)
YAY:)

On saturday, went to my cousin's house to meet my lil nephew and niece before they leave to KL the next day.

Look at baby Saif, tryna read that magazine? LIKE REALLLL AH SAIFFFF.
I MISS YOU :(

So i felt tired and went into Aishah's room to rest on her KING SIZE bed.
My niece, Syarfa, followed me quietly from behind, tryna suprise me or something? haha
Anyway, she calls me mummy. :) & I love her.
So we camwhored for awhile.
Syarfa: mummy take pictures otey?
Me: ok Syarfa kiss mummy , mummy kiss Syarfa
Syarfa: otey otey( she cannot pronounce okay properly, thats how she pronounce it. i swear. haha)

Me:Okay Syarfa do peace sign.
Syarfa: otey otey

SO CUTE.

OKAY. Today , i went to schoooool. I know I know, i must be NUTS right?
I went there just to meet my beloved dancers, Mdm Noreen and my instructor:).
Had so much fun. It has been so long since i last hang out with them.
:D
& as usual, girls being girls, we just wanna have fun. okay that wasn't what i wanted to say. LOL
Girls being girls, we camwhoredddd:)

Our president:)

The alumni :)

Then after that, we head to Aini's house.
Karaoke-d for awhile. Dhab's idea-.-
NICE VOICE AH DHAB. hahahahaha
then we watched this japanese ghost story. So scary and confusing :S

After that, went out with mum to tampines mall.
& back home. Holidays are fun after all:) yey

tagged

2008-11-22T01:28:00.005+08:00

Thanks to MAI, i have to do this survey. haha

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
- DUH

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
- Sure, not toooo young. age doesnt matter, height does ;)

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- As long as i could? Only if he loves me back.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Help my family with financial problems(if they have lah), build a mosque:):):) and help the needy ones

5. What will you be doing tomorrow?
- Going to the hair saloon and will be meeting lil SAIF:)

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Being loved.

7. What do you love doing?
- Reading, singing, HANGING OUT WITH MY MATES, sleepovers, watch movies, listening to music and mostly, DANCINGGGGGGG

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- I would just be friends with him. 'cause if he's happy , i'm happy too:)

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
- another lame Q, DUHHHHHHHHH

10. Do you secretly dislike anyone without them knowing?
-Obviously, everyone's a hypocrite. dont deny it. right HANNAA ? hahaha

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
-Married? with a kid, financially stable and be happy with my job. happily ever after kinda thingy:). OH OH, AND I WANNA OWN A CAR, so that i could travel myself.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- Family. first priority

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
- Water? Can't leave without that. Oh yea, and my closet.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- married but poor. as long as i'm happily living with the one i love, I'm fine with that:)

15. What is your favourite colour?
- Red , Black & pink

16. If you’re attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
- I would be honest and tell him. It's better to end our relationship rather than lying to myself and continue being with him. That will hurt him even more.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- Forgive, definitely. But i will never forget.

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
- "I think i've gotta be honest with you, after being friends with you all this while, I've discovered the real you . _____, i think i like you as more than a friend now." can can ? haha

19. What if you caught your bf/gf doing stuffs (only God knows what) with other girls/guys?
- I will let him explain to me , and then we'll see whether we should continue or not.

20. Do you believe that there’s “Love At First Sight”?
- Oh yes.

5 people to do this survey:
Hanna
L
Mary
Cna
Raz.

stupid tagger

2008-11-21T19:00:00.004+08:00

This post is specially for my favourite tagger who calls herself riza.
I'm gonna teach her abit of sense. thank me okay 'riza'. i hope you'll do better in your studies in the future after i knock some sense in that thick skull of yours:) . I'm sucha nice person:)

you wanna talk about goldfish eyes?
okay let me show you an example alright?

Goldfish's eyes are very round, they have no eyelids , no eyelashes and they can't even close their eyes. pity much? yea.
But us humans, oh wait 'riza' are you one? but its okay. let me just continue.
we have eyelids , eyelashes and can even close our eyes. Now, can you see the difference? I hope so.

And this lady here, isn't she gorgeous? yes she is & shes hot tooo. WELL APPARENTLY SHE'S AN INDIAN('mama' in layman terms). what a coincidence huh? yea. 'Riza', that indian lady is so prettty and hot. Shouldn't I be proud of my race? but you ? such a disgrace, with that attitude. i really hope you're not an indian.
Well, obviously you're not right? THANK GOD:). I hope this will teach you some lesson. Think before you speak , or you'll just embarrass yourself. Your stupidity is so mindless to the point where only pig can fathom what you're saying. If you don't apprehend any part of this post, please check your dictionary. i hope you'll have the worst day of your life, bye:)

2008-11-21T01:35:00.005+08:00

Im S, and that's my gf L :)

We're your aunties lil kid:)

i dont knw what happened to me after this pic, i strted taking pics with my tongue out -__-

heartwrenching

2008-11-20T19:55:00.004+08:00

went out with liyana and fam
to JB
it was fun
her family was so nice to me
im lazy to elaborate, and i'll post the pics soon

i've found someone that managed to heal my damaged heart,
but will he damage it again in the future?

lost

2008-11-16T15:30:00.006+08:00

I'm gonna miss this lil boyy.
His going off to KL for 4 FCUKING mnths.
& only he can make me smile when i'm down.
Who am i gonna turn to when you're gone later baby Saif?
HAHAH. I'm being even more baby-er than you now Saif. I love you *kisses.
I'm gonna miss your big tummy, your chubby cheeks that i really love to kiss.
And i won't be able to irritate you by kissing you all over your face
IS IT LEGAL FOR A HUMAN TO BE THAT CUTEEE. grrrrrr.
Im gonna hate it now. BIG BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Anyways, thats my hair colour now. HAHAH. im bored and im addicted to gossip girl now. thanks to my one & only, HANNA. But i'm still watching season one. I know, im slow. but what the heck:) toodlooooo peeps. have a nice day.

2008-11-16T03:40:00.003+08:00

I misss this guy:(:( BADLYYYYYY

You know, these species on earth, mostly called men, they're very good at making us girls feel good, but at the same time they're also very good at making our life miserable. I've found one that made me feel good and one that does the otherwise. So,boys , do you think females are your toys? It ain't funny messing around with our feelings, jerks. FCUK OFF. No, im not posting this 'cause i'm hurt or anything. I just feel for those girls. I like bloghopping and almost 80% of those blogs I came across, girls will be talking about jerks messing around with their feelings. Now guys, is it too hard to just choose one? If you can't , then don't even choose any 'cause us girls, we take things seriously. So astalavista MOTHERFCUKERS. You're messing with the wrong person. Remember, Karma is always there, waiting to get you back :)

friendster

2008-11-15T17:56:00.001+08:00

FRIENDSTER MCM MAK DIA!

peeeeeeps, JOIN FACEBOOOK!

leftover pictures

2008-11-15T03:12:00.002+08:00

these are the leftover pics from the chalet:)

chalet and concert

2008-11-14T20:26:00.009+08:00

I don't know why i don't feel the relieve after O's. why why why ?
I still feel depress and stress. Sometimes i even lost track of the day and date.
Now i know how meaningful our school is. I miss my class, I miss my friends, I miss the recess period, I miss those boring lessons, I miss being pissed by Mr Tan, I miss those killer worksheets. But why ? During those school days, I just couldn't wait for 11 november to come. But when it's here, I wish i could rewind back the time. I hate it now. OKAAY ENOUGH OF THIS NONSENCE.

Outside the Indoor stadium, before concert.

So , i went to my class chalet yest. Hanna came to my house , i gave her the gift i bought for her birthday. Soon after , we met raz at the bus stop and took bus 17. Met Nabillah in the bus after that. Some of the girls reached the chalet first. There were NO boys, so raz was the only boy[aawwwwwww]. pimp ah raz? NOT. HAHA. So we left our bags in one of the room and me, nabillah, hanna n raz went to rent a dvd, John Tucker Must Die.
He's hot. So all four of us were in one of the room watching the dvd while eating tiramisu ice-cream with brownies(was my idea ;] ). OK then while me and hanna were getting ready for RIHANNA CONCERT, nabillah and raz went to fetch Jannah frm God-knows-where. While we were changing , the boys came and kept knocking on our stupid door. Ofcourse we couldnt open up the door lah, we're changing. REALLY SORRY BOYS. WE WERE NOT TRYING TO CONQUER THE ROOM OR ANYTHING. REALLY SRRY:). okay after changing we open up the door, the boys were gone. Nat and Huiying came into the room , followed by raz , nab and jannah. Then suddenly, Brian kncked the door. Hanna went to open up the stupid door and Brian's reaction was very unexpected. He said "WOW" as soon as he saw Hanna. yea lah , all dressed up, looking hot lah hanna. Brian also fell for you ;). okay enough of chalet, so we left to stupid indoor stadium.

At the Indoor Stadium, after settling down, we saw this 2 fcuking hot guys, and yes bitch we were being soo cheeeky. hahaha. kept looking at them. *meltttttttt.
So Rihanna came, sang a few songs. Suddenly she said goodnight, the stadium went dark. But no one left. OF COURSE LAH, IT WAS ONLY 45 MIN AFTER THE CONCERT STRT, IT CANNOT END THAT FAST RIGHT?? So everyone was cheering like maddddddd. AND BOOOOOOOOOM, she came out of nowhere, lights were on, and strted singing again. SCARED US ONLY. so overall was fun. after the concert, went back to chalet. ate and left. Home sweet home. WAS SO EXHAUSTED.

After the concert , at the chalet.

Didnt knw my hair's that long -.-

Eating tiramisu ice cream.

My 2 Besties:)

Stadium before the concert. Yea, we were early. -.-

Shows our excitement:D

AND THAT'S HERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

AND AGAIN.

Shes so dramatic. haha

After the concert.

MRT. Back to the chalet

parents

2008-11-13T12:52:00.000+08:00

LISTEN PEEPS. Please listen to your parents. If they don't allow you to do something, and if you still do it, you'll regret it. Eg: You wanna dye your hair without your parents permission, something bad will happen. Its either you wont be satisfied with the stupid colour, or the stupid colour doesn't come out at all.

I admit, sometimes i do something without my parents' approval, and everytime i do that, i'll regret it 'cause i won't be satisfied.
It sucks sometimes. but we'll have to bare with it.

I KNOW THIS IS SUPER RANDOM. but i just wanna let it out. :D
bye peeps

back.

2008-11-12T12:44:00.000+08:00

HEYYY im backkkk.
OKAY . im going out with my lil sis today . cant wait cant wait.
to buy hanna's pressy. (SORRY FOR THE LATE PRESENT HANNA, LOVE YOU)
OK i sooooooooo can't wait for tomorrow.
i have my class chalet and Rihanna concert to attend to. 'ella ella eh eh eh'

I AM SOOOOOOOO EXCITEDDD

first post

2008-11-12T01:03:00.001+08:00

As you all can see, this blogskin is abit emo-ish.
ive got NO TIME to edit. sooooo, just bare with it for awhile
ANYWAYS, this is my first post. YEY *standing ovation*
ok i shall end it here now 'cause its like 1.06 am now. =O
soooooooooo.... BYE;D. see ya'll sooooooooooooooooooooooooooon

and this pic was taken just now :)